Journal Entry: Sat Mar 9, 2013, 7:28 PM
Do you ever just have one of those long days that make you realize that some things just need to change? I mean, some things are great the way they are, but sometimes things just NEED to change! I have decided I definitely need a new icon. I made that thing like 3 or 4 years ago. .o." I'm rearranging some things at home. I've been basically trimming fat in my life. If it's old stuff I don't need, whatever, good will, gramma's church, i don't care: get it out. That's kind of how I've been with "friends" too. People that treat me terribly and use me can see themselves to the door, which may I reassure you is still open to new friends, and old friends who are ready to atone. I just don't need the stress of people who are only around to bring me down. I'm trying to get my shit together. I want to pull myself together, not just for myself, but also for someone about whom I care greatly. I want to be a person that that person can count on. If I can't rely on myself, then they shouldn't either. But this person is the fire I needed lit. These are changes that have been a long time coming. They need to happen. I mean, you may think an icon is such a small thing, and it is. But it's not the icon. It's that I've been thinking not for months but years that I need a new one. Here I am rambling. But I just want anyone who cares to know that I am a work in progress. That I needed a good reason to reach for my full potential. I found my reason. Clearly, or I would have never taken the time to type this out.
So here is the fun part.
Anyone have some good cleaning music to share, or feel like pointing Goo in the direction of a better icon? haha
Listening to: Rock And Roll - Eric Hutchinson
Drinking: Iced Tea